Visceral!

I KNOW YOU KNOW. I KNOW, ALSO, YOU ARE LOOKING IN THE WRONG PLACE FOR THE MAN YOU ARE LOOKING FOR: IT IS JUST A SALVATION OR ANY A SUBSTITUTE FOR YOURS! I AM TOO VISCERAL. 

I AM NOT IN YOUR BYZANTIUM AND I AM NOT YOUR BISON MAN.

UN GRIDO BELISSIMO

"Fourteen"* is for the Lord and the Lord is free.


*the age of fourteen was a crucial one for the blogger.

What if it is a 5 to a 3 ?

Which one is more potent in my full of psychology and psychiatry life? 

Let's see How it Works:

We have an experientially-psychically, induced 'Thud' which, however, is not adequately explained through objective experience. It is, obviously, an "ID" explosion of sorts which can lead directly to Enlightenment, if contained, through work and an adequate pharmaceutical assistance on the spot! Unfortunately, in my case, it has atrophied through neglect. As a consequence I have to go through chronic madness, sadness and incompleteness. 

Nevertheless, memories of fun times, along with the MASTER'S teaching do remain, including Psychiatry, anti-psychotic pills right and left, along with some unfinished psychotherapy.

Time proves a healer, however, for this Enlightenment experience, which remains  Id-in- a-hibernetic state. Suddenly all of the experience, time and space, comes together through PEN AND NEEDLE (2013).

Then all the TELEVISION "5s"' of the WORLD fall on to the empirical-Pavlovian even, I might say, level, of my conscious mind.

What shall we call THIS ?  "Then unfettered he obeys his master", perhaps? Look at the Zen experience; it looks like the "taming". Really..., after 10 years?

The real-real SHOCKER in the story is:  I am finally with the Michael Hughes of old.

Dare now to raise a finger, and old Gutei will chop it off.

Tibet

Where is Tibet? It can be difficult to locate even in a bookshop. Uncertain or nervous booksellers rarely seem to know what to do with books on Tibet. Some stick them straight onto the 'China' shelf. Some, aware that this is an unpopular strategy among many outside China, find a corner somewhere in 'Asia, General'. Others transcend the whole geographical issue by putting their books on Tibet on the "Buddhism" shelves, allowing Tibet to float entirely free of complicated questions of politics and place. And there's a certain university library in London where it has become customary to deface the sign on the shelves containing books on Tibet: 'China' is scratched and 'Tibet' written under it; then somebody else comes and scratches out 'Tibet' and writes 'China' again. And so on. The plight of these books is indicative of the confusion surrounding the status of Tibet itself.

(Sam Van Schaik, "TIBET, A History")

Lumpenectomy

A white face, clear characteristics, very placid.

Under it, the mouth, gnawing teeth, as if the face, the man above,

perceives it for the first time.